a poem

Consumed




I was a creator, a destroyer
A sinner, a God
I was a parasite, glued to your head
Digging my way into your skull
A toxin swelling in your mind

You were a cliché
And there I was--bitter baby formula
Floating in a bottle
You consumed every drop
Your puckered lips,
Your sickened, uneasy eyes
And I flew out of your mouth,
A mass of rancid liquid
I laughed and said,
"Can't you see who I am?"
But you couldn't

I am the fly you hear but cannot find
I am the lie I told you I wouldn't tell
I am alive and breathing inside of you
And you keep hitting and missing
As you clumsily throw punches my way

Now you are suffering
Writhing and alone,
Back to what you were
And I am burrowing in the arms of another man
In the bed we once shared

photo from deviantart

crazy good...

Life has been busy, but enjoyable. I think I have an account for almost every social network you could think of--except for Twitter. I highly doubt anyone gives a shit about what I'm doing every second of the day. I've been spending a great amount of time with the kid in the picture. He makes me happy and giggly. I'm hoping to fill this blog with beautiful pictures, as I hope to soon get a nice camera.

For the dogs...

Yesterday I practically bawled my eyes out while watching Oprah. She was exposing the horrific conditions in puppy mills and even showed dogs in shelters about to be euthanized. It was the most saddening thing I have seen in a long time. I think what got me started crying was when they were talking about the Lange Foundation. I was incredibly touched that this woman started a "no-killing" shelter. I just want to say, do NOT buy a puppy from a pet store. Chances are, that puppy came from a puppy mill where it was kept in terrible conditions. By purchasing a puppy at a pet store, you are merely feeding the puppy mills more money. Instead, adopt a dog. Go to your local animal shelters and save a life! And finally...PLEASE spay and neuter your dogs! So many dogs are being euthanized because owners are not doing this. There is no excuse. It is cheap and simple procedure.

Thank you.

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